feeling numb


You know that i love you so
i love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And i want you to know
you couldn't have loved me better
but i want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I miss you ziqi & Zhi xian...to me, you girls are still the ones that i know i can lean on 24/7.

Zhi Xian,that night you really cheered me up so much! I really Thank God for you! Its as if somehow you knew i needed someone to talk to, and you were there. I've never felt that warm feeling you gave me in a long long time...):

Even though many good things come to an end, i know you both will always stay deeply treasured, missed and loved to me.

The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.

:D Finally back to blogging!!!!!!

Shall start with ed board outing we had on the last day of school. After school, met up with jeannette and followed her to the clinic to get her mc, then headed to PS!! :D We went to tcc and gosh!!!What we ordered was hilarious. We shared mushroom soup and then ordered shroom bites which tasted exactly like our soup. hahaha! thanks jeannette! Soon after, the rest of the pple came (esther,annabelle,julian,judith,kelly,liane,stef) and we went to watch THE NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2!!

:D Was SUPER FUNNY!! hahaah! i think the best part was annabelle and i bought popcorn, but as soon as we stepped into the cinema theatre, we went back out to buy a bag of chips and gave away our popcorn to julian. Hahahah! :/ sadly i dont have the group photo. Oh wells! Some other time i suppose ;D

Monday, WELCOME JUNE!! :D 1st june i would also like to say...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ODDWEIRD DOOM!!


Stay funny and weird my frienemy! :D

Went to school for radioactive film camp at 1pm (: Oh, did i mention that ed signed up for some game design thing so he could only join us for camp after 5? hahaha well now i did. Anyway, it was still cool thanks to nick :D We played "werewolves", a cool version of Polar bear that mark came up with :D Fun i must say!! Super scheming game too! hahaha!
I left for city hall at 4+ to meet up with jeannette, leon, esther,gerald and russell for dinner @ Gelare before watching "An evening with friends" at the esplanade :D


On tuesday, 2nd June... HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA QI!!!!

I Love you babeh, ex-babeh, sally the horse, zhizhi, AOF-er!! I LOVE YOU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

On tuesday was also the day i went back for RACF camp at 8.30 (was late and reached only at 9.10) :/ Oh wells, we were split into groups for our "Fly by day" competition :D We had to create a short film based on the theme "FEAR". wahahhaha! Trang, mark and leanna was in my group :D We did most of the filming and then it was the exco'2010 interviews! I was super sad after all the rest got interviewed leaving me all alone at the NL... sigh. The interview i must say was super scary :/ Anyway, we went for dinner @ Swensens (Holland V) :D

Then it was o.O Horror film time! We watched "Stir of echoes", and had a round of ghost stories sharing. Thanks to mark, the ghost stories sharing left us all so scared. We still decided to go for the nightwalk around school and my oh my was i freaked out when i saw Fungiman3 ( a.k.a brendon to others), a dummy made by sudhir.


The nightwalk was super creative i must say!! :D Really spooky too if we had not gone as a group. heh! After shower and before lights out, i watched "the watchmen" with ed on his itouch to get the whole ghost story thing out of my head and it worked :D

3rd of June! :D Last day of RACF camp. Woke up at 7 and went back to editing the video with the group. After filming the last scene, trang had to go.. ): For lunch, the juniors headed out to dover market to get lunch :D After we got back, we realised we left out nick's chicken rice and that one milk tea with pearls cup was leaking :/ So yeap, headed back to dover market with nick... the aunties at sweettalk kept going on that it was impossible for their AMAZING cup to leak, and it had to be our fault. So yeap, paid a dollar for another cup. -.- After lunching, it was back to more editing and yeap!! the video was amazingly complete :D We then watched the films and soon it was prize presentation... CHECK OUT THE PRIZE!! :D

Yeap, then it was BREAK CAMP! :D



the sea is wine red, this is the depth of beauty~

Do you have a scanner?? :/ well, right now i'm waiting for some miracle to happen. I do not have the last page of my chem tutorial, and we're suppose to get the qns done by tmr. What exactly happened to the last page?? Well, it met up with yong tau fu sweet sauce at the void deck. :/ So yeap!! If you have a scanner, LET ME KNOW~~ hahaha!

Today emelia and giselle were nt feeling well and went home~ MELIA~~~~~ )): Get well soon k vice-pres of interact? HEHEHEHE! OH!!! After school, Huiling, Hazel, Jia Qi, Joanne and i went to 6th avenue "The Tea Party" to eat scones and play cluedo~ ((: Really had a great time laughing with the girls and the scones were awesomeeeeeeee~~~

Oh!! I forgot to blog about the Rugby Finals last fri! It was super uber fun cheering my fav cheer with the girls (esp sherlynn :D ) hahaha! Taking sneak shots of hazel's true love and preventing the elephant (jo) from running into the field during the game~ OH!! i met Rachael & Charis too! (: Long time no see girls!!

After the match, Jia qi, joanne, shi lei, huiling, hazel, kokwai, ed, kee, jo's friend and i went to thomson plaza (TP- hahaha) and ate pizza hut for dinner (:Had fun laughing at the usual random stuff that we laugh at everyday~ hahaha!

(: From Jia Qi's Blog:


We don't talk bad about people, we only talk about them- cheers to goi jia qi

Today was a super tiring day, thanks to the 2 hr sleep the night before. Sigh.

Somehow it has been a cycle. Sleep at 3, wake up for school, come back and snooze on the couch until dinner time, mug all the way to 3 again. I know it is a really bad cycle, but somehow i work better at night. :/

I'm super happy to have finally passed my math test 2! ((: Something i really didn't expect. Another news that really made my day was the 2 smses received by ppl from radioactive and ed board, informing me that there won't be cca meetings this wk! HOHO.

((: I'm really hoping i can finally rest on Wednesday after school with the people i love! (:

Alright, break is over... time to return to the never-ending tutorials at hand.

Both hands tied behind my back for nothing

): i miss a lot of things...

the usual morning bell at PL, the worship songs we sang during assemblies, the laughs i had with the people i love.

It hurts to think that i only realise how much i miss the girls only when i'm feeling down. This week has been a tough one for me. For some reason, it took much effort to put up the cheerful side of me.

This afternoon, i was reflecting about this week and thought about the weeks ahead... to think i've not seen my dear friends for so long, and all of a sudden, i realise how empty i am without them by my side. I really fear that i won't talk to them or see them again.

However, i really thank God for some people in AC who really make my day. April, Joanna, Jeannette and Annabelle...u girls really understand me, and i truly appreciate all the times you girls had to hear me go on and on about how my life really sucked. (: Thank you girls so much. I really wish we were in the same class... ):

we're so close, yet so far

((: This week has been a GREAT week!!

This wk - (GP Package + Econs case study test + Chi lessons) = GREAT wk!! HAHAHA

Monday night, huiling, jiaqi and i did "what is your chi name" quiz on facebook. Huiling= Ah Lamchao (HAHAHAHHAHAH), Jia qi = Zhi Zhi and DCME= Hualing Lee. ((:
We soon became the Dream Team after we shared our secrets >=) with one another online. hahaha! Love you babes!

Tuesday started off super funny. First was all the laughs i had with jeannette and annabelle at the bleachers. P.S annabelle, i will have my revenge you mugger. ahhaha!
During assembly, i sat next to Jia Qi and we were diagonally behind the chi teacher. The chi teacher had to let go of SOMETHING during the national anthem, and jia qi and i held our laughter all the way through the national anthem and the pledge. :/ I couldn't help laughing at the end of the pledge though. opps. Jia Qi and i srsly went super high the whole day!! During Chem prac i also shared about AOP (Armpits on fire) and CAMELS. hahaha! Super funny!

Wednesday was funny until the chi teacher started picking on me AGAIN! o.O i totally couldn't take it and really was in a bad mood during GP. ((: Thank God for great friends who cheered me up! Thanks ya'll! Had radioactive after school. Nick schizzle mcfizzle -.-, Ed's friend joined us this wk, and gosh, it's like ed just went through cell division or smth. nick = ed. hahahah!

Thursday: was a super tiring day, thanks to GP package. Slept during breaks and managed to survive the day. After school, met Joanna <3 and zay at the library with jo's friends. We studied (or tried to) for quite some time, before the rest left. Jo and i then went to the bleachers to chat :P Love ya babe!

Yesterday was a great day for me!! Had many laughs (PE) hahahha! (: I've yet to catch up with joanna even just after one day! ((: Hope next week would be just as great or even better than this wk.

Toodles for now~

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26 Aug 1992

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